Time is linear
I tried very hard to reproduce what I wrote in the updated version of “Something’s wrong with me”, but I couldn’t. I can’t reproduce the mood and feelings that I had at that particular time and day. Emotion is just……..complicated.
I barely remember that I wrote like a whole line of FUCK, and I said…….I should have kicked that son of a bitch in the balls and slapped him in his face…….but I ain’t really able to say it again…… I guess……my anger has gone away. Yeah….I ain’t that upset anymore, BUT……I do have a problem with this MSN space now……cuz IT TOOK AWAY MY FEELINGS, man! Damn it!
I trust it for keeping my everyday feelings, but it betrayed me! It’s so discouraging! Maybe I should just……stop writing.
Add comment August 16th, 2005