A realization that i forgot but reminded again……and again
I really thought that you were the one….and when this thought got stronger and stronger on my mind, I was reminded that …… we were actually not on the same path.
We try to stay together, but there will always be a ditch between us…… one that we can never cross over.
Everytime I see the unlikeliness of a change, I cry. An indiscribable sadness, disappointment and sorrow spring out of my heart.
Sorry……I don’t mean to make you feel bad by tears, but I just can’t hold them in. I sent you away in the middle of the conversation coz I knew I was gonna cry and that wasn’t what I wanted you to see.
I truly believed that nothing could really part us if we really put our mind to the idea of “us”, but I know …… my belief in God would be one if you could never walk with me under the light of God.
It’s not that I can’t respect you and your choice of belief, but it’s simply not a question of acceptance. It’s a question of life….. a drastically different and totally opposite ways of life. It’s like you’re a lesbian but I’m not. Well, maybe it’s not a very good metaphor, and you probably can’t understand why I stand so strong on my ground (coz you’re not a Christian)…but I know for sure that this difference in belief is something that I can’t and will never compromise with.
For the story of John Titor, I dunno enough to judge its validity. I dunno enough to judge the possibility of time travel, either … but if you’re interested to know more about this story about a time traveller from 2036, google it yourself and you’ll find more than you want to read.
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