Deliciously Stephy

The one who started it up.

December 9th, 2005

I guess this is my first post in Chinese. Well, not exactly coz those in Chinese are not my work. They are lyrics…again… yes~ I’m obsessed with lyrics these days. Actually, I used to be. I once wanted to be a lyrics writer, but I knew that was not possible coz my English was bad and my Chinese was not good, either.

That was just a temporary dream.

My very first online diary was in Chinese, but then I gave it up because I didn’t know how to type Chinese characters on a computer. I could only write everything on paper and then asked Chap to type it up for me; but as you may know, it was not possible to get Chap to have the typing done in a short time. Therefore, there was always a huge delay of my postings — to a point that my diary site went into a deep sleep.

I didn’t really plan to have another online “diary�? after that one. It was a time-consuming activity, and I thought I should spend more time on other stuff than writing up my own stupid thoughts.

However, at the end of last summer, somehow I felt like writing again. Guess it was because I was bothered by something and I needed a way to express my feelings.

There are things that I would only do when something bad happen.

I would do something that I normally wouldn’t do when things were going well.

Anyway, this explains how this MSN Space started.

I do realize a bunch of limitations of MSN Space, and Chap has been trying to convince me to switch to Wordpress. Yes, I finally got an account at wordpress.com, but web-based Wordpress isn’t as powerful as its parent—wordpress (the program for blog).

The drawback of the wordpress program is that you need a place to host your blog. I dun have one, so it was not yet an option for me.

Plus I didn’t plan to spend much time on blogging when I first started my MSN Space. I just wanted a place to voice my thoughts. That was it. I didn’t need fancy stuff….plain text would be fine; but of course, people get greedy in time, and more is better at a certain extent.

For example, I’d love a more powerful Windows Media Player on my MSN Space. I want one that can let me play more than one songs and that people can choose from a list what you want to listen. Chap has something similar to what I want, but I doubt if there’s way to do it on MSN Space.

Anyway, it’s fun to blog. I love it, but I need some self-control on how much time I should spend on it.

Hey! Let me ask you a question. Do you prefer something more technical or something more sentimental here? Sentimental eh? (I guess)…… coz I’m actually not quite knowledgeable in those stuff as most guys do. I’d love to be geekier in the computer science field, but I know I can never be. So far I’ve only met one gal whose interests are like a guy’s. She loved to play Diablo, and she had three computers in her room. (Hey Ming! I miss you!!!)

Well, I guess that’s enough BS for today.

The song I want to bring you today is a Chinese one by Leo Koo called 心跳回憶.

I haven’t listened to any Chinese songs for a long time. I’m more inclined to something else recently; but I guess I should make myself listen to more Chinese songs as I want to go to karaoke during my X’mas holiday.

Well, back to the song. It’s a sad one with a sad story.

Here’s the part that I want to share with you.
無論事隔多年我也心跳
最後和你雖如我那所料
先挑引我的人愛得比我少
然後見�?�更少
…………………………………
彷彿我的心　如�?見了
然而懷念當日你我這段傻事
…………………………………

Isn’t it sad that the one who started everything up ended up not loving you as much as it seemed?

Isn’t it cruel? Isn’t it sarcastic?
I think so; but even though I was a victim, I did do the same thing to someone else.

I guess we’re all selfish.

Entry Filed under: Personal, Relationships/Friends, Software/Program/Tool