How many times more?
A friend is leaving soon. He’ll be gone for a year. We were supposed to meet tonight, but he finally decided that it’d be better that we dun see each other.
I respect his decision. I said okay; I said I understood; but deep in my heart …… I’m not happy about it.
I dunno if it’s selfish or what; I’m actually not quite sure if this really was a good thing for both of us, as he claimed.
I feel a bit angry, too; but I dunno what exactly I’m feeling angry for.
It’s easy to say that some people simply don’t mean to stay in your life, but it’s never a good feeling no matter how many times this has happened to you.
I think of these long lost friends once in a while. I lose contacts with some. For others that I still “talk to”, we actually don’t have much to talk to each other …… not anymore.
Sometimes I feel bad. I don’t understand why things had to happen this way. Sentimental, emotional… whatever you call it.
Anyway, there’s really nothing much that I can do now.
I wish you all the best on your trip. I do think that it’s a good thing for you, and I’m really happy for you. Take care! I’m looking forward to seeing a brand new you.
Add comment March 25th, 2006