Deliciously Stephy

a point of no return

September 13th, 2006

so ….. I’m lost. All of a sudden … all my motivation is gone. I dun even know who to talk to; or more precisely, I dun even know what the hell I want to talk about. What can I say? Nothing! Feel so fucked up. Feel like Crap.

How should I face it? How should I face everything? How can I pick up myself?

Getting drunk would be a good idea, but I can’t afford to be drunk. Too much work to do. Or should I just go out with some random people and have some fun? I could use that Engineering guy I met in my Database System class today.

He’s ….. a bit too … aggressive. Maybe it’s not a perfect word to describe him…… Anyway, he came up to me during the break. He asked me about my MacBook, and we argued a bit on what OS X is based on. He said it was window-based. NO! It’s Open Darwin, a unix based system.

Anyway, he asked for my phone number at the end of the class. Then he asked me what I liked to do in my leisure time. I said I loved Digg. Then he asked me what kind of food I liked. Hmm… I started to sense something. Anyway, I told him what I liked to eat. Then he asked me if I liked watching a movie. I said Yes without giving it a thought. Then he said we should go watch a movie or something later.

I told two guys about him. One said that his intention was very obvious. The other said his asking me out for a movie obviously was a date. Even more funny is that my friend might know him. My friend said that I should tell this guy he’s my boyfriend.

Yeah! That’s funny……

I doubt if it would be fun to go out with someone whom I’m not interested in AT ALL.

Anyway, I’ll just keep myself busy.

What else can I do when we’ve already reached a point of no return.

Entry Filed under: Personal, Relationships/Friends, Life