Honesty vs. Protection
How long has it been? Two weeks.
Anger seems to have gone away, but I’m still griefing……
Griefing over what? I’m not sure.
Loss of a friendship? Being hurt? Or seeing his true colour and his change?
I just feel really confused as to how I should treat people around me.
I don’t even know how much I should trust some of my “friends”.
Do they really treat me as a good friend? Or they have some other motives and intentions?
All of a sudden, I’m scared of letting people know anything about me.
“You’re too naiive” and “You dunno how to protect yourself.” are two very common comments I hear from my friends.
Well, there’s some truth there; and I won’t deny it ……
but that was someone whom I’ve known for so long……
is it my problem to trust him?
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Maybe I shouldn’t have ignored the fact that he liked me.
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P.S.
If you find me lying about something recently, remember that it’s not intentional.
I’m just feeling really confused.
Add comment October 29th, 2006