Deliciously Stephy

Honesty vs. Protection

October 29th, 2006

How long has it been? Two weeks.

Anger seems to have gone away, but I’m still griefing……

Griefing over what? I’m not sure.

Loss of a friendship? Being hurt? Or seeing his true colour and his change?

I just feel really confused as to how I should treat people around me.

I don’t even know how much I should trust some of my “friends”.

Do they really treat me as a good friend? Or they have some other motives and intentions?

All of a sudden, I’m scared of letting people know anything about me.

“You’re too naiive” and “You dunno how to protect yourself.” are two very common comments I hear from my friends.

Well, there’s some truth there; and I won’t deny it ……

but that was someone whom I’ve known for so long……

is it my problem to trust him?

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Maybe I shouldn’t have ignored the fact that he liked me.

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P.S.

If you find me lying about something recently, remember that it’s not intentional.

I’m just feeling really confused.

Entry Filed under: Personal, Relationships/Friends, Life