What are you still afraid of when you’re so sad?
Went to Robarts Library tonight after class coz it was closer.
I was surprised to find out that there were new lighting and new chairs. (UofT finally realized how dark the library had been.)
Nevertheless, I couldn’t seem to concentrate. I was bothered by something…. I am bothered by something…. still.
I know it’s stupid, but I simply can’t help…… so finally… I cried.
Called up a friend, but I didn’t tell him what had made me so sad.
Guessed I wouldn’t tell anyone.
It was dark outside……. another silent night…… snowing……cold……
Usually I would feel lonely on my way to the subway station……
but grief outpowered loneliness tonight.
All of a sudden…… nothing seemed to matter.
nothing…… but not ……
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