Deliciously Stephy

What are you still afraid of when you’re so sad?

January 17th, 2007

Went to Robarts Library tonight after class coz it was closer.

I was surprised to find out that there were new lighting and new chairs. (UofT finally realized how dark the library had been.)

Nevertheless, I couldn’t seem to concentrate. I was bothered by something…. I am bothered by something…. still.

I know it’s stupid, but I simply can’t help…… so finally… I cried.

Called up a friend, but I didn’t tell him what had made me so sad.

Guessed I wouldn’t tell anyone.

It was dark outside……. another silent night…… snowing……cold……
Usually I would feel lonely on my way to the subway station……

but grief outpowered loneliness tonight.

All of a sudden…… nothing seemed to matter.

nothing…… but not ……

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