unloved
I am …… not happy…
Sometimes I really want to run away……
It seems that I’m waiting for the impossible……
Well, even though it might not be that impossible, I guess I was already dead when the miracle came.
Although Chap says he still loves me very much and that he doesn’t want to break up with me, he’s still thinking that our relationship won’t work out.
He said he felt that our relationship had already come to an end after his conversation with my dad on the phone, and the only thing he could do now was ignore what had happened — try not to think about it.
I know it is hard for him……
I know it is a traumatic experience for him ……
but I’m really not sure how much longer I can hang on to this relationship.
I’m not being loved.
He seldom calls me, kisses me, and holds me.
It’s more like my begging for his love.
I can’t feel that I have a boyfriend.
so what is it that I’m staying here for?
I don’t know……
Add comment June 30th, 2007