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Dire Strait - Why Worry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=im2SoltmZEc
Dire Strait’s Brother In Arms is one of Daddy’s favourite albums.
My brother and I grew up listening to their songs…
Not sure if it was because I had been listening to them millions times… I think this is a perfect CD….
and tonight…. when I was feeling sad and lost……
I remembered this song:
Baby I see this world has made you sad
Some people can be bad
The things they do, the things they say
But baby Ill wipe away those bitter tears
Ill chase away those restless fears
That turn your blue skies into grey
Why worry, there should be laughter after the pain
There should be sunshine after rain
These things have always been the same
So why worry now
Baby when I get down I turn to you
And you make sense of what I do
I know it isnt hard to say
But baby just when this world seems mean and cold
Our love comes shining red and gold
And all the rest is by the way
Why worry, there should be laughter after pain
There should be sunsh ine after rain
These things have always been the same
So why worry now
March 24th, 2007
As you grow older, you start to realize there’s no such thing as “absolutely right” or “absolutely wrong”…
To be more precise…. you’re made to compromise with all these ill thoughts in this world……
What you saw as wrong before…… all of a sudden… turned into something that could be interpreted as right…
People make up various excuse to justify what they do wrong…
Where am I? Where should I be?
I feel so stupid ……
Naiive I am
March 23rd, 2007
My Father.
Not sure why…. all of a sudden I have such a strong urge to tell the world my love to my dad… I was listening to Jay Chow … then I thought of daddy coz he loved listening to music and he listened to Jay Chow’s. (He probably knows more Chinese Pop than me. LOL!)
I actually don’t know many Jay Chow’s songs… but this song…擱淺 is sooooo good. It was my brother who recommended it to me… Ha ha…
Anyway… I should stop writing…The sad melody of the song+the thought of my beloved father is bringing tears out of my eyes.
I can give up anything … anyone in this world for my dad.
March 10th, 2007
I wanna thank Jess for being there for me when I’m so sad.
Soju tasted nasty (worse than Vodka I would say)… but tonight was sweet.
I’m sorry that I was so bummed at first….
but Soju + Gin worked… I guess…. thanks Annie and T-anna (can’t spell her name) for their smart creation.
Now I’m worried about my test prep session…. at 4a.m… what should I do? I dunno…
Dad’s on MSN…. wanna talk to him… but he’s gonna yell at me if he knows I’m still up…
Anyway…… I really hope that someone can understand me…
Is my action justified?
Am I being unreasonable?
I dunno…… Who the heck knows?
Anyway, thanks those who care and try to listen to me… even though you may be too drunk to understand my bullshit … Thanks those who’re also feeling so shitty like I am …. coz there’s nothing better than knowing that I’m not alone.
Good Night….
March 10th, 2007
My father is a tough man, so my future husband has to be as able and strong as my dad.
March 7th, 2007
I dunno why…. but I’m feeling really angry with Chap.
He never seems to help me much with OUR housework.
His so-called reason? He’s busy with his work. Yes… WORK! How important is that?
As for my birthday, he didn’t really do much about it.
He explained that he was too busy to organize something for me though he really wanted to and that he was actually planning to buy me a camera.
Camera…… not that I dun want it….. but I really can’t see much from a gift.
After all, there’s another reason why you want to get me a camera.
It is because you don’t want others to use your GR-Digital.
I want to be more understanding; I really do… but the fact simply doesn’t support his arguments.
He can still find time for other things …… and the most ironic instance?
He’s lining up at Best Buy right now to get a Wii.
He left home at 11a.m. and you know what time it is right now? past 4p.m..
What a waste of time?! I really can’t understand it…
OK fine! You really want a Wii…. I can understand that everyone has something that he likes so much that he’s willing to give up a lot for it…… but then Don’t tell me you’re TOO busy to help with housework and to do something for my birthday.
I’m not trying to say that …… he thinks a Wii is more important than me… but … I’m really disappointed about him.
That’s not the kind of guy I would look up to.
January 29th, 2007
Went to Robarts Library tonight after class coz it was closer.
I was surprised to find out that there were new lighting and new chairs. (UofT finally realized how dark the library had been.)
Nevertheless, I couldn’t seem to concentrate. I was bothered by something…. I am bothered by something…. still.
I know it’s stupid, but I simply can’t help…… so finally… I cried.
Called up a friend, but I didn’t tell him what had made me so sad.
Guessed I wouldn’t tell anyone.
It was dark outside……. another silent night…… snowing……cold……
Usually I would feel lonely on my way to the subway station……
but grief outpowered loneliness tonight.
All of a sudden…… nothing seemed to matter.
nothing…… but not ……
January 17th, 2007
Found some comments about Ajisen Ramen when looking up information about Kenzo Ramen online.
Although I’m working part-time at Ajisen, I haven’t really tried their noodles; but I heard that the soup base was too salty.
Well, I personally like their Fried Chicken and Gyoza.
(Kenzo’s Gyoza taste a bit better than Ajisen’s, though.)
Funny that I never try Ajisen’s Fried Pork Cutlet Curry Ramen, my all-time favourite — something that I would order whenever I went to a Japanese restaurant that offers it.
Anyway, working part-time at Ajisen is quite a pleasant experience… so far.
Thank you everyone who makes my job so enjoyable!
January 15th, 2007
Think Of Me by Emmy Rossum
[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXDonUxBxig]
Think Of Me by Sarah Brightman
[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWm36HAgk8U]
Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we’ve said goodbye.
Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you’ll try.
When you find that, once again,
you long to take your heart back and be free -
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me
We never said
our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me . . .
Think of all the things we’ve shared and seen -
don’t think about the things which might have been . . .
Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and resigned.
Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you from my mind.
Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we’ll never do -
there will never be a day,
when I won’t think of you . . .
January 14th, 2007
I’m not sure what I should do.
Well, to be more precise, I do know what I should do;
I just dun want to do it.
The Holy Spirit never stop reminding me of God’s teaching,
but I chose to ignore my guilt.
Perhaps it’s time to face the problem.
January 14th, 2007
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